TORMENT

Fear, I feel

The world crushing down on me

Stones after stones

God, I’m so afraid

My heart wants to leap out, my conscience my nerve my blood

Boils and trembles in a violent orgy

Ha ha ha ha I am dying ha ha ha ha

Ha ha ha ha I am crying ha ha ha ha

I wanna jerk off, my intestines feel heavy

They ache, they ache and dance

Please somebody help me

I am alive over here, why I am

Still alive?

The sky, the sky, the sky, look at it!

It’s so fucked up, so bright…why?

My sky….

Somebody help me…..my sky!