Hey, do you know…
I
Die every day? Huh?
And
In the early morning clouds, I rise from my graves…
Once again
I scream from beyond the mirrors
Bleeding my fist against the unbreakables
Days and decades swim by…
And I cry
Salty droplets of shattered dreams
Crawl out of my eyes, endless…
Was it like this everytime?
Yes, I guess
It was
Ahh I feel,
My soul shuddering underneath…
Fluttering helpless…
Like hummingbird wings
Thousand swords of an ancient lore
Trembling over my heart
Monsters and demons prowling in hordes
Underneath dark dunes…
Run, run, I tell myself…
But my feet…they sink somewhere
Dark and sweaty
I swallow, but its only air
Like a bubble of fear bouncing up – down
It hurts, like sleeping over a sawblade
Gnawing away my flesh
In chunks
Wrapped in a concrete coffin
I stroll around Disneyland
Happy, so happy…
Everybody is!
Like a great butcherplace this world is…
All those meat, fresh n bouncy
Hanging around, so happy they are!
My brain turns into
Molten lead
Somehow numb I become
Slow
At my feet, I see
Inches away, the endless doom awaits
The oblivion awaits.